My Star !

There were days when I was alone
No one to laugh with and share my sorrow
Days passed and so did the months
Fading dusk and glowing dawns

Seasons came all one by one
From the chill of the winters to the heat of the sun
Then came the monsoonal wind
And my tears got a shade of rain

Autumn was waiting next for me
As naked trees and dead leaves
Became the coffin of my grief
The seeds of joy soon sprouted out
And filled my life with colors so loud
Happiness bloomed in the garden of my heart
And an emotion so strong played its part

Out of the universe came a twinkling star
Looked so near yet so far
Mesmerized me with his glittering light
And I got lost thinking its right

Nothing since then remained the same
As I too entered into the love game
His little presence touched my soul
As pure as a pearl in an oyster ball

His love like blood was flowing in my veins
And dual feelings of sweetness and pain
Resulted in sleepless nights and restless days

The cluster of my feelings took a shape of a castle
And it became more complex like an unsolved puzzle

In spite of the fact that he was a star
I approached him again and again
Thinking he is not that far
But then came a no moon night
With sky so dark, no signs of light
And then I realized the we were poles apart
Because he is a star always too far
Who will keep on shining in my heart!!